Today i celebrated a very special day. i celebrated my grandmothers birthday. It is a big year for her. A very big year. All of the immediate family came from out of state to attend. It was a beautiful luncheon and she was very very happy. Her wish for blowing out her candles.....her husband should have been there. Broke my heart.

So perhaps that was the start of how i was feeling.

i have bad days sometimes. We all do. So today was just a bad emotional day and tomorrow will be a better one. Master said a long time ago that it is just a bad day, not a bad life. He is right, as He always is. It is just a lonely day and tomorrow will be a better day.

On the bright side, i do still have my orgasm to look forward to. Hmmmmm, where and what and when - HA!!!!